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Three years have gone by.
I remember you leaving without saying goodbye
"I can't hurt you, we will only destroy ourselves"
And then. You left me by myself
Three years I've searched for someone to love me back
Not just someone to love me behind my back
And that's fucked up. Not being needed
When the person you need
Is on their knees for someone else's needs
I remember standing in the middle of the street
We didn't say a word, just let our hearts beat
My ignorance caused her heart break
and her heart breaks everything in its path
I don't know what hurts the most
Knowing it was over before it even occurred
Or having your heart fucked over and shoved deep in the dirt
[Chorus]
Four months have gone by
I remember leaving you without saying goodbye
maybe because I never wanted you to leave
Or maybe because I couldn't believe
I couldn't grasp it. Almost attained affinity
As I held on to the memory
I never wanted you to leave
I never wanted you to leave
I can't live without you
And when you leave
do you know what you're leaving behind?
Four years have gone by
And I remember leaving without saying goodbye
I just rolled up in my bed and cried
I never wanted you to leave
I never believed in heart breaks
I never believed because my definition of beauty
-she- could never hurt me.
If we are meant for each other
two souls find a way back to each other
And I'll be waiting for December
