Just gettin out a lot of frustrations from life...u know how it goes sometimes. Really depression-inspired song.
It's Silent J Tha Quiet Poet. Nuff said.
Story behind the song
I've had some real messed up shit happening lately, so I just decided to sit down and write to get out my pent up frustrations.
Lyrics
Hook:
I’m here to set the record straight, because hate against hate begets hate, and nothing’s done/
I’m here to set the record straight, because every 12 seconds a rape occurs in the appearance of love/
I’m here to set the record straight, because somewhere in the world someone was just shot/
(1x)
This is it…my whole life becomes apparent to me/
Noting is forever I’ve noticed now this path is chosen hope my parents love me/
Cause I’m seeking the end of the show the curtains closes/
Suppose I keep rappin until my thirst is frozen/
Open portraits into closets my skeletons haunted me till my focus is/
Lost the meaning of a purpose/
Note this ebbing in my throat as life begins to look more worthless…/
And I take one last step in the dark…/
Waiting for this weapon to spark-a lost heart/
Dead start, pause to grieve it’s over…/
Hate begins again as soon as done, we need his shoulder/
Cry to try and stop the tears run dry I’ve shed my last drop in a laugh/
Now I’m done, crossed off the light in the path/
And now I’m dyin to grab my last chance/
To see the golden flask, we clasp hands/
Taste the glass, my last stand/
Sacred task, and ask man…/
What is my reason for being and why you hurtin me/
Hold one love for your dreams and everything you deserve will be/
Fuck that! I’m tryin to move on this is too slow/
Why would you ask a question whose answer you already know? /
Take my advice-Go back to life and put death aside a second/
But that’s who I am…
That’s your infected side, respect it/
So you telling me life is the answer to this whole yearning?
No, I’m telling you many paths reside inside of a soul journey/
That’s why you gotta keep on burning this page with rage/
And hate against hypocrisy/ And anytime you feel like you wanna give up,
Come talk to me…
Hook
(1x)
And I hope you’re not./
But I’m here to set the record straight so maybe I can sleep at night I doubt it/
It’s worth a try although I think we live to lie about it/
Siphon sound ignited slightly bloated in its moral standard/
Close a fist and hit you in the face just to say that it was open handed/
So we stand and fight it’s like this life I live ain’t mine/
To give away but take it if I must I think I’d like to end today/
So I bust, it’s over now and nine months later I’m back again/
And they wrote down-This time as a poster child-Golden task repent/
Hook
(2x)