never realized i could miss someone i never really met
all the lands of what if, worlds of regret
never realized i could be this lonely without you
folded still in prayer, reaching for truth
all the time i thought i could handle this
the spurious hope, daydreams and pretense
all the time i thought i was living for one day
the moment of together, ignoring signs that said no way
all this time i said yeah i can handle this
the spurious hopes, daydreams and pretense
never realized i could be this lonely without you
arms folded still in prayer, yet reaching for your truth
now i'm sitting here staring into space
the emptiness of forever in your remembered face
now i'm sitting here thinking silence means assent
but in this hollowness of yesterday, that's where never's usually kept
