Buddha Complex - This Can't Be Life
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Story behind the song
Things happen
Lyrics
Verse 1/
Two of my boys had kids, the other one
aborted the seed, performed the good deed of euthanasia
To spare the fetus I guess, I stare at the streets and I stress
we tainted with sin though I try to clean up my flesh
I can't wash the stench of worry, tryin to reach death in a hurry
How many times must my vision blurry
Grown men don't cry though, that all I know
Because thats my gender therefore, it's my role
I'm suprised I'm not a psycho, though my life's a slide show
Where everyone around me surrounds me and dies slow
I grab the scythe and though I ain't half as nice
as Death, I stand in the garden of eden with grass to slice
Lookin for snakes, hopin to catch Lucifer
ask her why she gave knowledge so we could ruin, hurt
humans, earth, useless words merge with music, stirs
you with the truest words I've ever spewed, I've learned
things ain't the way it sposed to be
So my soul is seekin peace all on my lonely
It'd be different if there was a shoulder to cry on
or wings of angels to wait in to one day face my God
I've tried hard to stray from the negative
and develope it into a picture perfect endin instead of this
I reminisce about the times when I got high
And though I don't smoke buddha no more, I'm like
goddamn, I was happier when I had a sack and a
clan to roll it and smoke it in the papier
Dudes I used to chill with don't recognize me
I used to catch beef cus I looked chinese
I'm like why me? Though I don't have it as bad
as the average cat that I know, the matter of fact is
All I see is lambs for the slaughter
Thats why I'm glad that my mans Moe had a daughter
And Vladi too, still I haven't seen Vladi Jr.
or lil Fatiema but yall cats in my prayers
And BC, I wish I can divert you from ya path
but do what you gotta do, I got you, you my mans
I don't know who to blame so my third eye watch God
I wish I had a lady to lay this all on
But who would understand that this can't be life
I rue the day your children grow to understand that line
