Innocence

Chaotic Lucidity

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Chaotic Lucidity

Rob or "Chaotic Lucidity" is a passionate 21 year old emcee who delivers a unique take on hip-hop with melodic confessional songwriting.

I've been writing and recording for quite some time. As I've grown as a person my music has changed heavily and I think it's time to start anew.

Song Info

Genre

Hip-Hop • Alternative Hip Hop

Charts

Peak #1,219

Peak in subgenre #90

Uploaded

October 06, 2013

Track Files

MP3

MP3 5.0 MB • 160 kbps • 4:22

Lyrics

Just laying in my bed hazy gazing at the stars/
Eyes a little lazy drooping fading now I'm gone/
Minds a little crazy lately, loopy and withdrawn/
But I'm absolutely grateful for the fact it's made me calm/
Some may call me mad but I'm glad for this depression/
I learned to accept it and in turn I've earned my feathers/
And I'll burn those motherf*** ers till it finally spreads the message/
And you get it and it hits you like you knew it all along/
Speak out, speak loud, and be proud with conviction/
Keep an open mind in line with good intentions/
Never let beliefs lead you beyond letting them go/
What do we know? Their not set in stone/
Always in motion with a notion of some goal/
Don't hold it too there's an ocean of more/
Frozen in a moment too long you'll get cold/
Shivering in winter weather you'll wither and get old and die/

Sleeping children are still flying in their night dreams/
While we try to make peace with our conscious being/
But I can't just bring that innocence back/
which once gleamed so clean/
Innocence, isn't it a b*** ?
Long gone before we realize what it is/
In a sense it never could exist/
If it was for the guilt felt later from the sin/
Everything I do it seems is to get back to this/
A purity that's sure to be everything I miss/
Farewell youth you were better than I remember/
I'll think I'll write a letter for when your under the weather/
And maybe you'll do it better, and choose another ending/
And I'll head it to you Rob, at the age of eight/
I'll set some things straight, even mail ya this tape/
And you can change things before it's too late/

I know you've been wondering who your real parents are/
Pondering where they are and if they really care at all/
If they're really there at all and if they are then why'd they leave ya/
Why'd they give you to some people to mistreat and beat you/
You'll see soon you have a mother brother and sister/
Who love you and miss you you'll be smothered in kisses/
You'll see that what they did they did in your best interest/
But never forget the family that you live with/
And give your dad a call, before he's dead and gone/
So much left unsaid, so don't wait too long/
And don't stray too far, from your morale’s/
Secrets are barriers always there to haunt you
Tear that wall down, be proud and walk through/
And talk to somebody bout those demons that taunt you/
There's heathens that'll want to, watch you just fall through/
The cracks and when you do you can never get back/

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