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I Hate You - Don't Leave Me(Aloka dub)
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From the album, "The Destruction Of Something Beautiful". I dedicate this track to my amazingly sweet, smart & gorgeous Baby Girl, Willow!!!
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Decaying Orbit is an unorthodox, highly diverse & genre-splitting band from Texas led by their infamous front man Mike Ash.
Decaying Orbit is an experimental, unorthodox, highly diverse & genre-splitting band from Texas led by their infamous front man Mike Ash. "No, this music's not about that, it's not about sound quality, it's about passion." - Mike Ash. Decaying Orbit is produced by their label, Decaying Enterprises Productions and has released many studio albums since they formed in 2008, after the violent break up of the Psychedelic Rock band, Strangefire, of which Mike was the former front man. Decaying Orbit believes in unadulterated musical & creative freedom, Mike describes their music as a "cathartic purge" or "nervous break downs caught on tape.". The band believes that creating music is a sacred, spiritual and magical art form brought to them by the Muses, wraiths and demons hidden just beyond the veil between the worlds of the physical and spiritual realms. Decaying Orbit has traveled beyond the veil and into the realms of the spirits, only to reemerge, like a caterpillar from it's cocoon emerging as a beautiful butterfly, so does Decaying Orbit get reborn through the fire of their cacophonous tunage. The band believes in complete freedom of lifestyle, I.E. sexuality, religion, spirituality, drugs, manner of dress etc. They believe that music is an interstellar language that needs no translation to be understood by absolutely anyone. It's the passion behind the emotions found in the music that matters to Decaying Orbit, they believe that integrity is more important than fortune or fame. This is our Decaying Orbit & we do hope that you will N'Joy tha' show!!!!
Song Info
Genre
Rock Goth Rock
Charts
Peak #9
Peak in subgenre #1
Author
Decaying Orbit/Aloka/Mike Ash
Rights
(c) Decaying Enterprises 2017
Uploaded
May 29, 2013
Track Files
MP3
MP3 4.0 MB 128 kbps 4:21
Story behind the song
The original version of this song was from the album, "Wastoid", released in 2013. Aloka added her otherworldly ambiance to this jam after the release of that record.
Lyrics
Rocking back and forth with my head in my hands Never thought I’d find myself feeling this again All I ever wanted was an end to the pain But it just keeps on coming, it’s driving me insane I can’t stop the yelling or the voices in my head Telling me I’m worthless, that I’d be better dead I cry and scream in agony, but nobody is hearing me You are like an angel sitting by my side Telling me to be strong, that it will be alright Oh how I Love you so for keeping me alive What I wouldn’t do for you, my Love, my whole life You watched me as I fell apart but never gave up hope You we’re always there for me, helping me to cope Through the blood and tears and rage You stayed you stayed you stayed I tried so hard to push you away I Love you more than I could ever say Thank you so f*** ing much for everything A debt that I cannot repay; It hurt so bad that I thought that I would die I wished for death like a million times I bashed my hands into my face I cried and cried and cried You stuck by and pulled the knives out of my back My tears you dried I Love you so my beautiful My Willow, my very soul You pulled me from the darkest place And pulled me into the light You rubbed my hair and caressed my face And made sure I was alright. Lyrics By: Mike Ash (C)Decaying Enterprises 2017
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J3r3my
Jul 23, 2013
this is cooler than normal.. I take to this. very Kooler!
ALEXIS PATRICK
Jul 19, 2013
Mike and Willow....this is certainly a Masterpiece. I so-o-o-on love your work. Many Hugs, LekZeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
summ
Jul 17, 2013
Whoa, someone gave you four stars, do people do that? i mean, what are all those stars for anyway? :D:D:D <--three smileys is the most, well I suppose I can do four, i mean five :D:D:D:d:D nice!
DOOMTRAINmusic
Jul 14, 2013
A love letter written in pain, lot's of passion and energy coming across
Ken Sacco
Jul 13, 2013
cool sounds keep it up
cupcom5
Jul 09, 2013
pretty cool, dude! :D
Aloka
Jul 08, 2013
Yeah Mike ~ It is a very cool song ~ I love your 'Rebel Yell' at the end of the song ! Sometimes my Sounds are like 'Wild Winds' - suits you, hey - you're a Wild One !