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IM ILL, NUFF SAID
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Peak #1,040
Peak in subgenre #141
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Synthesis
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Synthesis
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September 05, 2002
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Lyrics
i been locked in this cell for as long as i remember,
askin doc "when am i gonna see", looks like, never,
since september of 84 i havent seen a thing at all,
im so affraid to walk i get on my knees and crawl,
after it all i dont know if my girlfriends are attractive,
the doc always says "you'll never see without practice",
what am i supposed to do, jus sit and open my eyes,
and hope that one day i can see as some suprise,
suicide seems to be the only answer on a lonely night,
now i got this thing called cancer that'll hold me tight,
so its only right that i was born to suffer my whole life,
ive been married a year and never seen my own wife,
no light has shined on me since the day i was born,
i had perfect site and the doctors say i was warm,
now im deformed but you gotta stare at me too notice,
most dont even know im blind, i jus stay focused.
i dont wear those dark glasses, or walk with a cane,
i havent opened my eyes in years, and walkins insaine,
all this pudding that im eatin just softens the brain,
often rain is heaven and sleeps often the same,
i gotta get up and walk and feel my way out this prison,
i'd sell my sole to the devil to walk out with my vision,
the only time i see things is lying in bed and dreaming,
its kinda like heaven, maybe im really dead and breathing,
im upset at seeing my mom from when i was young,
thats all i ever see, that and where i come from,
some dumb ass doctor gave me the wrong medication,
now i feel like the guy next store meditatin,
i cant sleep this trauma has been eating me alive,
cause when ya blind ya often start seein whats inside,
its about time to eat diner but sometimes i think,
i feel like takin out the doctor cause im at the brink.
i tried to walk yesterday, it seems ive lost all hope,
i'd try to hang myself, but i'd prolly fall from the rope,
it seems my muscles are so brittle, i cant support myself,
and i know a bullet would make my brain contort all to hell,
i sport the wealth because both my parents have money,
i remember all the time my mom takin half from me,
i want to grab something and end everything right here,
but i'd prolly see its not so bad and thas what i fear,
i hear i can get new eyes and after some help,
i might be able to see my wife and son for myself,
they said i can do it if my blood type is the right kind,
but i might only be able to see out of my right eye,
i figure seeing half of things is better than not knowing,
at least when i walk i'll know where the hell im going,
im glad i didnt end it all, maybe this will give us hope,
no matter how bad it is, you can still see tomorrow.
