Title: ???
Beat: JC Beats - Night n Day
Yo I wake up every morning to same damn feelin'//
lost, unknowing, sometimes I whind up on the ceiling//
my mind is confused, I can't tell darkness from light//
the world I'm livin in makes right seem wrong n wrong right//
so I don't know where to go, I'm a lost child//
I thought I could find love in the wyld//
but I know now, there's only chaos without order//
I tried to cross the border into unknown water//
I can't swim but I went along anyways//
I thought that if I could make it, it would bring brighter days//
so warm with sun rays bouncin off it//
so beautiful it seemed but it soon became a desert oasis//
why did I chase this? how long did I think I could take it?//
it was so real til' it disapeared, seems I couldn't make it//
damn I miss living in an illusion//
fighting the pain of reality has me losin'//
what am I gonna do...
