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Genre
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Peak #176
Peak in subgenre #106
Author
MimicIGD
Uploaded
July 15, 2012
Track Files
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MP3 3.1 MB • 128 kbps • 3:25
Story behind the song
I had alot on my mind at the time. So I thought I would make a song that suits my moods.
Lyrics
It's seem's like forever now I don't even know you,
you never stuck around to see what I've actually grown too,
I guess I wasn't good enough, I guess I was wrong,
and your excuse will probably be 'I was too young'
well you shoulda knew better, I'm feeling under pressure,
You said you loved Mum, so why arn't you together,
At first thinking bout you gone made me bleed,
but maybe u missing actually made the puzzle complete,
I was only young barely knew how to speak,
I guess your selfish side made you forget all about my needs,
u said u still care, but it's like you had a phobia,
cuz where the f*** was you when I was diagnosed phnemonia,
25 to death, they said I wouldn't last a week,
you was getting air when I was struggling to breath,
Now I'm struggling to sleep,
I wonder late at night Dad, do you think about me,
do you think about me, or just think about yourself,
cuz u was no where to be seen when I needed help,
fending for myself, had to have my own back,
where was you - I got beat up then I got jacked,
I guess leaving me was your only answer,
wait, I got told that my grandads got cancer,
Oh hell no, this is more than I can take,
getting told to move forward, when all I need is a break,
Well f*** him, and f*** anyone else that disagree,
I don't need a father figure like him, he's just a wannabe
he's dead to me, I dares someone else tell me differently,
cuz where I'm standing all he's ever done is caused misery,
My sister had two kids and you missed it,
you was too busy being a statistic,
I grew into a man, man you shoulda seen it,
so I'll throw this in your f*** ing face now like bullimics,
and say FUCK YOU, you should of been there when I needed you,
I guess the idea of being a father start deceiving you,
I don't need you now, and I won't need you forever,
you done this to yourself Dad, put your hands together,
well done for f*** ing up, never again,
cuz I can safely say It won't happen again,
my trust for you has gone, gone with the wind,
I'm tired of trying call you and asking where have you been,
I guess I'm a bigger man than you,
watch the passion in my viens when I speak the deep tunes,
I hate you, I'm not laughing so u know im telling truth,
when you first left I was worrying about what I'd do,
I mean it, wait, you think this is all lies?
u think its funny missing out on 18years of my life?
Was you there when I were debating suicidal tendancies,
NAH, you wouldn't care if I did or didn't bleed,
FUCK YOU.
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