Yo I feel stupid
Like I had half the wit
I walk with no direction
Like my map was ripped
Feeling average
Like my ass was kicked
Cause it don't feel like anything is happen'in
So I move forward
Study hard and Do homework
9 hour job shifts and do more work
advanced in my plans
still I move nowhere
envision a place to be
I will go there
I’m an unfortunate soul
Perception made me whole
I was made to break
Nobody can forsake these goals
I ask god who to love
He made me wait on hold
Then came back
then he said he’d pave the way with gold
I got dreams
remember when my mind was shot
I turned violent
And thought my whole life was lost
I turned to drugs
Destroyed my mind and blind thoughts
With no love
all this wasted fucken time just stops
[chourus X 2]
Yo im leaving this place
And ill never come back
Leaving for growth
Reaching for hope
I’m Leaving the pack
I’m sick and tired of these people
Leaving me out
I love you but there’s
No reason to keep me around
Yo this feeling in my heart is empty
Its hard to make ends meet
I could watch this hardship end me
Take me apart and then we
Go back and chill
Take a quick walk on the beach
I want to release
And just leave
People that beat me unconscence
These girls are really evil
Yo they eat me like monstas
Im so insecure
You’ll find me sleeping in armor
Ill keep my principles
And leave you your drama
I sold my soul for a little bit of money
The dough rolled in a little bit that kept me from running
So I search and worked and I worked for bills
How can I search for anything
these legs stand still
I’m making dividines
Its tough livin in
But wont be livin if
This Pain is rigoris
So Listen in
Livin in this shit is evident
It might be minutes when
My whole body is Givin in
[chourus x2]
Sometimes I wished I told you I loved you
How can you live in one place
If there’s nothing above you
Life, punctures the pain
And pushes and shoves you
Why should a person stay
If nobody loves you
Sometimes I regret that you met me
I had a heart of gold that smiled
And nothing affected me
My actions weren’t followed directly
I’m leaving tonight
Cause everyone else just left me
I imagine if your not there
I could leave you alone
I’m in my own room
But I know I’m far from home
I’m far from perfect
Distance between is farther though
If this shits really worth it
Why I am on the road
Heavy and hard the load
While my mind unfolds
Even if my life runs slow
My mind explodes
Im all alone
And my life and heart is gone
I held on for a long time
Now it time to go
[chourus x2]
