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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #799
Peak in subgenre #381
Author
mal diction
Rights
2002
Uploaded
August 27, 2002
Track Files
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MP3 4.5 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
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Lyrics
A CONSTANT CYCLE OF U-TURNS... IFS, AND MAYBES//
DEATH being FREEDOM OF THis.. is quite crazy//
lazy -found SOMETIMES FEELing life’s denounced//
clowned by life... LIVING lost.. UPSIDE-DOWN//
and found... LIVING DEATH.. as if nothing is left//
afraid to walk.. with fear of crossing my steps//
unblessed, love’s.... been beneath my days//
looking dazed.. crossing vision ...WATCHING THINGS SIDE-WAYS//
missing my mission... taking what’s there.. but is really for me?//
got me facing, hell’s rage, to the fifth degree//
CRYING A DESERTous sea OF TEARS//
CRYING years.. FOR LIFE'S NEON, it’s like, I've been crying, since the day, i appeared//
AND near OTHER TIMES, I fear, LIFE'S TRUTH, IS GONE//
DEATH’S the ONLY option ...to the pure NEON//
BLESSINGs beyond eons, to THOSE WHO BORE HIM//
LAUGHING AT THOSE WHO IGNORE HIM//
WITH THE MEDIUM, OF BOTH LIFE AND DEATH BEING TIME//
I CLIMB.... reaching up time’s spine//
REACHING, TO make the CLOCK rewind//
TO FIND.. the track of THINGS i left behind//
and THE OTHER hand... LOOKING, FOR MY FUTURE IN DEATH, TO FIND LIFE in time//
to find life in time, but will i find life in time?
2x
the lost soul-dier//
isolated destination, colder than cold//
heart’s harder than erected boulders//
loneliness is splitting my soul//
i need control, but my mind lacks hands to hold//
ONE NIGHT THE DAY'S LIGHT CAME TO ME,//
WHISPERED SHOUTS OF A NEW BEGINNING//
EARS CLOSED.. EYES ONLY CAUGHT TO LISTEN//
a Judas kiss given... to each thought presented//
bad taste// HE PLACED ME.. adjacent to .TWO DOORS//
brain soon through war,...as i VENTURED THROUGH cores,
ONE WITH WIDE floors... THE OTHER ....THE OPPOSITE//
on this.. i could‘ve politicked ...thoughtless.. I RUSHED FOR IT//
bad fit.. TIGHT SQUEEZE... i wished this pressure would release//
felt without mention.. this dimension,,, brought WOOD to knees//
MIRRORS... released... NO sense of reflection//
SCRATCHING FOR TRUTH... LIKE I GAINED INFECTION//
itching from A SMALL SHIRT FEEL... HAD ME ILL//
FOR THIS... all I HAD... is DROPPED SADLY still//
LIFE.. time wouldn’t yield// to get it back i’d kill//
AFTER a TWO year peal// GIVE OR TAKE A DAY OR TWO//
I WENT BACK.. to pursue... the other door to choose//
fool’s what i heard, steps were deterred, so many rocks unturned, as i dabbed into this path//
THE MIRRORs OF OLD noticed me.. AND STARTED TO LAUGH//
BLINDED BY SIGHT... I LET THIS PATH, DINE ON MY SOUL, to the fiend’s delight//
LOST ALL CONTROL, realizing i’ve wronged my right//
SAW MY LIFE... STILL ON THE TABLE//
HANDLESS...TRIED TO GRAB A HOLD BUT JUST WASN’T ABLE//
fraught with thoughts to GO BACK.. BUT MY TIME HAD EXPIRED//
SHOULD’VE KNOWN THE FACTS...THAT, only he is higher//
WANTING TO LIVE, WITHOUT LIFE,(TRULY) MADE ME THE LIAR...
the lost soul-dier// isolated destination, colder than cold// ...hearts harder than erected boulders// loneliness splitting my soul// i need control, but my mind lacks hands to hold// if looks showed self-esteem, i’m lower than the rest// freezer burn feeling, hurting my chest// crystallized minds, in penetrated times,// climb to new peaks, eyes are not all that can seek,// speak the realness, and learn from the wickedness,//find hate and picket this, a new beginning of thought is evident,//
a new ....beginning of thought... is evident,//
a new ....beginning of thought... is evident,//
