This is a song about the depression i felt, and how sometimes life is just to much to continue living.
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Story behind the song
I was feeling really down and depressed. I heard this beat, and the lyrics basically wrote themselves. I don't condone suicide but i can understand how it seems like the only option sometimes.
Lyrics
Verse 1 (20secs)
Sitting in my room with a hand full of pills and i dont care what you think cause the pain it kills/ Got f*** ing money troubles and i can't pay the bills/ Got me standing on the edge of the window cill/ I take a look at everybody down on the ground/ I thought this bottle of jack would have these feelings drowned/ But all it seems to do is cause more strife got me thinking everyday of ending my life/ To many problems with no answers in sight/ So everything single night i go looking for a light/ But i never seem to find one so i just dont fight/ So finally giving up/ just feels right/ I take the final pill and i take a sip of jack/ Cause this is the night that i wont be back/ I dont know girl what you want me to say but then i wake up its a brand new day/
Hook X2 (1.02mins) (2.24mins)
Just can't take it every single f*** ing night
Cause i got a sickness in me i gotta learn to fight
Gotta fight these demons cause they want me to die
cause everybody knows its a struggle to survive
X2
Verse 2 (1.22mins)
Why every day do i think the same way/ i just think hey its time to go away/ I cant take life and everything it throws im sick of getting hurt by all the f*** ing hoes/ Im sick of getting love thrown back in my face by all these stupid b*** es all up in this place/ Im sick of having everything i love just leave and im sick of everynight ending on my knees/I just pray to god to take me far away cause i just cant take it/ another single day/ i pray and i pray but it never goes away/ So im just ending the sh** im leaving here today/ This is my goodbye as im writting it down cause when you wake up you know i wont be found/ The demon finaly won and the fun has just begun so let me pull the trigger on my mother f*** ing f*** ing gun/
Hook X2 (2.03mins)
Verse 3 (2.24mins)
As i lay there in a pool of my blood/ all of these emotions come floating like a flood/ i gave up any will i had to exsist/ and anything coming my way i guess i have missed/ i gave up on life cause i know i was weak/ but all these f*** ing emotions had finally hit a peak/ I finaly give up and i hope you agree/ It might not of been the right..... but it was right for me.
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