Each verse tells a story. First verse about the feelings i have about how my life has come full circle. Second is about my natural father and the sexually abuse as a kid, and lastly my luck with women.
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Story behind the song
This is my first full song, by that i mean 3 verses and a chorus. It still needs fixing up, and sh** , but im proud of this for doing it after work at 7am with no sleep.
Lyrics
Verse 1
All you've ever wanted/ Is blood and f*** ing gore/ Thats why im slitting your throat while im knocking at your door/ This is what you caused/ you need to now your flaws Got you screaming out for more while im slicing up this whore/ I dont really care/ What you think of me/ I gave up being scott i became X.T.C/ This is how i feel/ And you know its real/ I get on the mic cause thats how i choose to deal/ Theres a demon on my shoulder can't take it any longer but i just keep going i aint getting any younger theres a single sickness in me that has caused this endless hunger and i can't let this mother f*** er get any stronger/ So i just write down/ All of my words/ I take a look back/ At everything that hurts/ I take a single breath/ Its all i got left/ As i lay in my bed and f*** ing wait for death/
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This is my life
This is how i live
I just keep writting
Its all i got to give
Through these f*** ing pages
You'll get to know me
Say goodbye to scott
Hello to X.T.C
Verse 2
Everybody knows/ About my history/ Everything that came/ To f*** ing make me/ Now comes the time/ To put it all on tape from the stupid little girls back down to the rape/ My father was a pedophile this you already knew dont let me hear a sorry/ coming out of you/ And even though its sick/ You gotta know its true/ Deap down inside/ I know you feel it too/ These are the things/ I think in my haed/ I think every night/ I better off dead/ And i know it isn't true but this is what i do every single f*** ing night i f*** ing think of you/ So this is what i'll do/ I'll make a song for you/ Let the whole wide world know the mother f*** ing truth/ So wayne finch/ This is my goodbye/ As i stick in my blade/ And watch you slowly Die
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Verse 3
Heres the third verse/ and this is where im cursed cause when it comes to women imma always getting hurt/ So now you wonder why yo every single night yo i lay down and cry cause im wishing that i died/ Im sick of getting hurt and im not a f*** ing jerk but im really sick of b*** es when i put in so much work/ Why is when/ I put so much in/ Im never treated any different then a f*** ing friend/ And ever time i trust i put in so much more But they always end up leaving walking out that stupid door Cant take it any more so here is the law/ Im gonna make you stay no matter what you saywith this blade in your face you aint never going away /I know this is a story but its based final truth and will just keep going till you get the final proof/ And thats about it/ Im out this f*** ing booth
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