Lyrics
Sometimes I need a f*** ing second to just light up,
So could you leave me alone? Lemme get in my zone,
Gimme a second, just a second lemme light up,
And could you leave me alone? Lemme get in my zone,
Lemme get in my, zone, zone, I need to get in my, zone, zone,
So lemme get in my, zone, zone, I need to get in my, zone, zone, so lemme light up.
So much is happening so fast a n*** ’s brain is numb,
Starting to think that rap’s something I could famous from,
But what’s the odds; of a really odd fitting,
n*** making millies off spitting raps that are often sad?
I’m just a poet, but I never even knew it,
Til I really listened to it, and discovered I was lost in rap,
Now people like the sh** I say and it’s a lot of pressure,
Cause what I think has to be fresh and if I’m writing fresher,
So insecure, this game we play, and so I must be better,
My children need to eat, that means I gotta get the cheddar,
Never cared, never will, what people think of me,
Atari in an apple world, it don’t even sync with me,
If everything is up, then I’m down,
If everything is down, then I’m up, so maybe I’m just nuts,
But everything seems to even up, when I puff,
So when it’s all enough and I’m fed up....
Sometimes I need a second to just light up,
So could you leave me alone? Lemme get in my zone,
Gimme a second, just a second lemme light up,
And could you leave me alone? Lemme get in my zone,
Lemme get in my, zone, zone, I need to get in my, zone, zone,
So lemme get in my, zone, zone, I need to get in my, zone, zone, so lemme light up.
So damn unique, c’est magnifique, but still I’m f*** in stressed,
Give it all I got in all I do, but I got nothing left,
Depressed and pessimistic, but I’m blessed and gifted,
Now does that make me ungrateful? Well, by definition,
But it’s been, deposition after deposition with no recognition,
Wheels spinning, same position, life passing by,
But I’m dope, most say, much more so than the rest,
So I’m so frustrated I just stay getting high,
Trying to quell the frustration, trying to block the pain,
I self prescribe, so now y’all know my doctor’s name,
Paging Dr. Me, could you please doctor me, possibly?
Talk to me and help put an end to this monotony?
Cause what has any of it ever gotten me?
I’m just trying to be what I am, never what I’m told I ought to be,
Deep thinker, unlike most I do it audibly,
Everything just got to me and now
(Hook)
