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Dad's suicide
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James Godwin your average college student trying to keep his sanity while TRYING to make beautiful music.
Music was my first love. I am just your ordinary college student living the college life.
Song Info
Genre
Acoustic • Acoustic Vocals
Charts
Peak #502
Peak in subgenre #31
Author
JamesGodwin
Rights
2003
Uploaded
April 07, 2004
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MP3 2.3 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
about my dad killing himself when i was four and dealing with the various emotions and thoughts that have gone through my head as a teen and child.
Lyrics
(problems affect other people how do you explain that to a child) self made sample I keep a golden picture of us to represent how it could have been but the picture is always out of focus knowing it's a fisade of a temporary grin this picture will never happen because of your selfish pain so after this I come to grip that you let your pain take the gain I'd give up the world just for some time w/ you but thanks to this world you came unglued you took your gun and then you took your life rest in peace while sit and cry and I wonder if be the same and I wonder if the pain will go away and I wonder how long it took for you to forget about me and I wonder if you know you gave up on me. As the rain distorts your face to mush i realize its by your own hand that gave me my paridime of mistrust I know you look up or down and wonder the same thing How i would have turned out if i wasn't ashamed of my last name. (spoken word) Why wasn't I the cum stains on the sheets Instead of a bastard son without a father in my family thanks for trying oh wait you didn't if this is the love you show i'm glad the story was never rewritten. I'm living my life w/ out a father or you watching. hope your proud dad, my bitterness isn't drowning But i hope you do see my life and the beauty it makes I live my life w/ no regrets except living it without you thanks for making that decision for me. selfish motives leave a residue of pain I wonder if we even crossed your mind on that day enjoy your rest and love you peace the only father i talked to was on my knees And I wonder.....................
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