This Is My Life (Life and Death Productions)
A song about my life, what I was, what I went through and what I am today.. How I'm getting over the past.. The song was made for the One Mic tournament hosted by the Indian Rap Forum.
Based in Chennai (Madras) as the name suggests, El Madras was formed by rapper Shriraam and producer Surya in May 2011. El Madras is one of the youngest and fre
Based in Chennai (Madras) as the name suggests, El Madras was formed by rapper Shriraam and producer Surya in May 2011. Hip-hop in India is new, and a lot of new artists and crews are coming up throughout India. El Madras is one of the youngest and freshest crews in the game. Inspired from international artists like Eminem, Jay-Z, KRS-One, Biggie Smalls, 2Pac, Tonedeff, Slaughterhouse , the duo aim at creating hip-hop which rap mags and the general music listeners would appreciate and take hip-hop to a bigger stage in India.
Story behind the song
The Indian Rap Forum (I.R.F) hosted the nationwide One Mic tournament in July, 2011 - an online audio tournament. Over 40 emcees took part in the first round of the battle. This is The Rawskull's entry for the tournament. Eight emcees made it through to Round 2, including the Rawskull.
Lyrics
VERSE 1:
I'm a tell you all why
It's the opposite of cloud nine when I look up in the skies
I was a slave to dementia, a rookie in disguise
I craved for attention but I was whooped in my behind
God took me in his arms he looked me in the eyes
And I could so damn clearly, that he put me in the light
I was stupid and besides, I was crooked and I lied
I walked the path with the Devil, and I never took any advice
Why'd I written all these rhymes? Why'm I spitting all these lines?
Why'm I spitting? Why'm I living? Why'm I give it all tonight ?
Just to rock a mic? I know hip-hop's the true lover
huge bummers, everytime I come and hit a new stumble
Youth troubles, but I was helpess, I only grew dumber
Always tried to hide from fate, but I only blew cover
Useless duffer, in this place, rappers as bad as chewed rubber
I cant rap coz I'm brown? You aint seen the true colours
HOOK:
I look back, just to see the past and I break down, and I feel ashamed but I try to not to think of those times
And I ever get a chance to make up for it, I'd make it the top and I'll end all this sufferin
So now I'm losing my past , proving the facts, I'm hot like a furnace, and I'll burn through all this mess
You chose to regret , now you know I'm the best, no surprise .. Reach the skies.. Coz .. this is my life..
This is my life (x8)
VERSE 2:
I look around , and I see all of you jus judging me
Suddenly, it feels like life's a * and it's *ing me
An loser at school, why'm I rippin this sh** ?
Writing rhymes just to show I'm cool and picking up chicks
Aint get respect or no sh** , make me regret what I spit
The fibe dropping so much that I was getting Negative hits
Yeah I grew up amazed.. And now I'll losing my pace
Cant tell the agony when I went out there and screwed up on stage
Now I'm losing my cool.. I'll tell you straightforward, it's true
How'd you keep your chin up with a thousand people booing at you?
But I did, I showed the finger and moved on, doesnt mean I'm stubborn
All the bull sh** I went through .. It only made me tougher
HOOK:I look back, just to see the past and I break down, and I feel ashamed but I try to not to think of those times
And I ever get a chance to make up for it, I'd make it the top and I'll end all this sufferin
So now I'm losing my past , proving the facts, I'm hot like a furnace, and I'll burn through all this mess
You chose to regret , now you know I'm the best, no surprise .. Reach the skies.. Coz .. this is my life..
This is my life (x8)
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