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Emcee from the UK..just do it for fun, express what I'm feeling at the time..
Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #2,051
Peak in subgenre #1,112
Author
Nescot
Uploaded
March 28, 2004
Track Files
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MP3 2.7 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
Arg me n my girl broke up..just evrything i was feeling at the time!!
Lyrics
With times so hard..testing and challenging..
What am I to do, im just about managing..
To deal with, what’s real in this, n what I desire..
This fire in my heart..its making me tire..
Im so close to the wire, im about to fall off..
Feeling lost, entranced in my own time, trapped in a frost..
At any cost, any loss, I wish that this would work out..
About to count my losses, but still theres hope with this doubt..
Feeling desperate inside, no pride to help me hide it..
Loneliness and a broken heart, these feelings coincided..
Brains telling me to re apply it.. but I cant overcome..
What’s stricken me aint fun, so tell me how come I don’t feel like our time together is done..
Your sheer presence is great, you really don’t make this easy..
I hate the anticipation.. thoughts that u might leave me..
Then what would I do..a year of my life to let go..
Only memories of the times, with pictures are left to show..
I don’t ever want to forget the times and what we’ve done, never,
They were too good..i couldn’t see us not together..
My heads as light as a feather.. I’m not feeling myself..
Barely eating nor drinking, this aint good for my health..
I cry b4 I go to sleep, I aint ever done that before..
Waking up at four, tossing and turning wanting more..
And so people say, just get on with your life..
But how am I supposed to, when my days & nights without you aint right..
Felz (Hook)
So that frightful Tuesday came and thank god it left..
Except we’ve broke up,now my hearts put to the test..
So surely whats best is to let go..start over and start a fresh..
Except there’s something missing, something not right within my head..
So instead I hold on, reaching,gripping every thread..
That I can find, love is blind, well iv realised that now..
Questions of what, how and why it changed..
feelings of powerless, my its strange..
like a week ago, it seemed we were better than ever..
passionate in love, it was to be just me and you forever..
so time went by and the days got lonelier..
except for the odd few moments.. barely texting nor phoning ya..
every time I see you, my hearts it was motionless..
iv not ever spoke on this, but every night were apart..
I sit n pray for a fresh start, that youd love me again, and there was no suppose in this..
Pray and propose my wish, the need for strength when closing this..
Chapter of my life, but then you came and saw me on that decent Friday night..
Parked outside my house, so I walked towards your car..
Took a while but we kissed and hurrah, we were finally reunited..
Mixtures of depressed, excited emotions were ignited..
For the first time in two weeks I suddenly felt alive..
Heart strive to mending, but at the back of my mind..
I was being guided back to an immense discontent..
Extents this would be short lived were all too prominent..
Even though I felt that our situation had improved..
Still saying we needed a chat..and so on came my blues..
Although confused..this time was better prepared for the news..
So now we’re over and it really feels like the end..
I tend to be stronger, im trying to stop crying and pretend..
What ever don’t kill me only makes me stronger mentally..
So now I see, I guess it just weren’t meant to be..
Felz (Hook)
