Kali Juvenile was born November 4, 1987 in Chico California. He Grew Up In Northern California living in such places as lodi, stockton, fresno, san jose, oaklan
I always seem to catch myself
staring out all these windows
lookin for a better way
lookin for a better day
I seem to waste the day away
the day staring outt all these windows
I seem to dream away the day away
the day away starin out all these windows
I know that everyday I come alil closer to my final rest
they tell me kali slow it down what is wrong wit ya now
why cant you cherish the sh** that you got
forget about the sh** that they talk
I guess inside i miss them days being a youngster
no responsiblity completely f*** in away the day
standing up in the crowd sayin whatever the f*** i wanna say
however the f*** i wanna say it
Believe it or not people would die to live the life i live
But i always look in the mirror an i point out every flaw
an error to me i see no good nomatter what anyone says
But i guess thats cause im the only one that truely knows
what ive done
Everyday i die alil more inside cause i know were im going
when i finally die
I dont lie or disguise just look at the pain i hold
in my eyes but never have i asked for you to sympathize
I always seem to catch myself
staring out all these windows
lookin for a better way
lookin for a better day
I seem to waste the day away
the day staring outt all these windows
I seem to dream away the day away
the day away starin out all these windows
Ive never been the type to hide an waste the day away
more the type to seize an own the day its like I had a plan
even before i planned it
I never seem to abandon I hold an stick the landing
whatever the consequence i guess ill face it later
like that day the judge gave me an ultamatium
I gott my faith thats why i stayed the same an never changed
But now i seem to sit an mezmerize about my closet pals
yea the ones that sold me out
The ones that high up in the drought
I bet ya sad now prayin an wishin that you
take it back but ya loyalty died
an dont forget i never quit
Everyday i die alil more inside cause i know were im going
when i finally die
I dont lie or disguise just look at the pain i hold
in my eyes but never have i asked for you to sympathize
I always seem to catch myself
staring out all these windows
lookin for a better way
lookin for a better day
I seem to waste the day away
the day staring outt all these windows
I seem to dream away the day away
the day away starin out all these windows
I really dont know it began or how i happened to land on
a gift that once gave me such a lift but nowadays
my spirit only wanna drift away
I feel distant cause there aint no one here to listen
I seem to stress even over obess
every differennt direction i seem to guess
why you think mylife is such a mess
but i expect nothing less
Its like i know at any moment i could blow
but i gotta maintain composure an that i know
so i take it an bottle it depper so no one will ever know
But im filled with such hat that sometimes its had to
create when ou feel like no one relates
Everyday i die alil more inside cause i know were im going
when i finally die
I dont lie or disguise just look at the pain i hold
in my eyes but never have i asked for you to sympathize
I always seem to catch myself
staring out all these windows
lookin for a better way
lookin for a better day
I seem to waste the day away
the day staring outt all these windows
I seem to dream away the day away
the day away starin out all these windows
