God where ya at
I need yo help
Do you still got my back
cause the devil's on the attack
Pushed through faiths frontline
Need the strength to react//
Where are u
what should I do//
Losin the battle
my brain is a rattle//
somewhere in the middle
spiritural riddle
Bein played like a fiddle//
Wanna be carnal
or wanna be christian or wanna be a satanist
why fight this//
live for tha flesh
keep every moment fresh//
but I feel it calling me
never will be free//
My path to see myself as a God
or lo0k to the higher power
blessings in showers//
Hands of benevolent creater
just an audiance in this theater//
of my life
1 big strife
ripped apart by the knife
cause I got stripes//
around my shoulders
and these chains keep bringin me down
think I will live my own life til im 6 feet underground//
or ashes
as I feel lashes
hot flashes//
Chorus 2x
Searchin for the spiritual high
lo0kin to da sky
wonderin why wonder why
truth or lies
spiritual Im dead I let my soul die
Now Im lo0kin for dat rival
spiritually was suicidal
the devil's spiritually homicidal
now I want my spiritual high//
confused
feeling used
soul bruised
abused//
reach to the gates
real or fake//
pearly or mythological
radical choice that is logical
or it could be magical//
darkness or light
left or right
not black and white//
angels or demons
live or continue dreaming
quietly screaming
forces scheming
flames steaming
Chorus 2x
Searchin for the spiritual high
lo0kin to da sky
wonderin why wonder why
truth or lies
spiritual Im dead I let my soul die
Now Im lo0kin for dat rival
spiritually was suicidal
the devil's spiritually homicidal
now I want my spiritual high
