Deap track produced by Dj Xero
Story behind the song
Prod by Dj Xero
Lyrics
this piano beat makes me want to talk about my past//
(*)how I left and was so quick to say that I was back//
but I never truely came back, a part of me is lost//
I learned that every action in life(*) has a cost//
but still I stare into the sun and think about your smile//
I wish that I could go back to that time just for a while//
to talk about what we did, (*)every single action//
maybe then we could find out how we built the passion//
All I really want to hear is "It will be ok"//
and all I want to feel is that you love me today//
but sadly(*) more often than not I just wonder//
do I go on, do I stop? I just need an answer//
but as much as I mingle with silibales and rhymes//
and that talking to you(*)seems clritical at times//
I cant seem to give my words any purpose//
so I keep wondering how you'd react if you heard this//
CHORUS
the past and the future keep mingeling here//2
and I keep wondering if I got something to fear//2
I fear that my actions will result in death//2
but I dont know what to do no I got nothing left//2
Chorus
As time goes by it feels like I'm stuck in a dream//
I see faces and shadows but I don't know what it means//
my grandmother is there, I havn't see her for so long//
I want to give her a hug but I can't seem to hold on//
life is so cluel sometimes it makes me wonder//->
who decides to place the line between the angels and monsters?//
what am I? what if I, just defy my beliefs//
(*)will cry? will I die? or will I find what I need?//
I still stand with a broken mirror next to me//
wondering if I there is really anything left to feel//
I'm empty, dry, drained of all my energy//
feeling like I have a duty and should be the next to speak//
but when mouth opens and my jaw drops//
Im left with the same words that we all got//
twist them shape them, throw em to the crowd//
if apathy is rain, then I must be a cloud//
CHORUS
the past and the future keep mingeling here//2
and I keep wondering if I got something to fear//2
I fear that my actions will result in death//2
but I dont know what to do no I got nothing left//2
Chorus
but all the peices seem to fit together in the end//
(*)either that or some people really like to pretend//
if life is a dream then I must have a good bed//
I still dont know what the words mean until the've been said//
so I keep my ears opened and my eyes closed//
while I stay behIND and try to fIND the high road//
but when I get there I dont even know if I'll take it//
I guess all I really need is someone to take a breack with//
Im willing to speed up if you're willing to slow down//
and I promise baby if you show your soul, ill show mine//
there's no time to waste, lets ,start, living//
no need to believe charity pays to start giving//
quiting(*) is simply not an option anymore//
and hapiness was never really found in any store//
open the door take a step and take a breather//
did you ever think it was that simple? me neither//
