[Chorus](D-Mayne) Try so hard to make yaself known But times so hard, and the money all gone Maybe if you steal, or sign that record deal You could have another meal, or pay off the bills But you stuck here dreamin, poppin them pills Make the pain go away, yea at least for today Maybe if you slowed down, a dif road you went down You wouldn't be in the mess you are in now [Verse 1](Flaym) Sometimes i just feel like that im being mislead All these lies; All this fake love messes my head No one here that i cant trust now i've experienced everyone on his own a** to care and protect Then sometimes i feel like im alone and im left no one is even near me and im slower than rest I don't know if it's real but sh** it's burnin like hell Deep down in my soul that i just cant neglect B**** sometimes im white; then sometimes im black yeah sometimes i write then sometimes i cant and sometimes i even fight to save myself From what i wanted to become and now what i am But then i grab a hold on my self from breaking apart I cant just go back when i've gotten so far Maybe somethings in life are just not in your hand But still walking on with hope's gonna make me a man [Chorus] [Verse 2](Xage) Walking down empty handed; i need to be bold But nature is fighting back; the weather's so cold Even though, I know, I got nuthin to hold But in life, these hard times will make me strong Everythin's so fast; think I'm movin too slow Ups and downs of life; yeah there's nuthin in flow The energy inside me is waiting to blow But meanwhile, sweetheart I just need more dough n*** to feed myself; to feed my bro's Cuz mama once said that I'm their only hope Now I know, why she warned of walkin alone Leavin all behind me and was ready to go Now i got no one beside me; im standin alone If i could just turn away and go back home But now I can't cuz this is the only way ill reach the top And i know, i got ma family prayin for me, so ill GO! [Chorus] [Verse 3](D-Mayne) The world so cold; can't trust a soul Wanna get yaself some ice; sh** thata been nice Bet you look real dope, if u sell some of it Yeah you look real fly, but sh** at wat price Sell ya soul to the devil; Maybe he'll do u better It'll screw you later though but f*** it In ya mind you live forever, but ur time is measured when you live the life of pleasure and you lose who you are You think its all cool til you alone at the bar No one there for you cuz you left um when you signed the dotted line Now you got the fancy watches but got lost in time Yea you buy off a dime, Cuz true love so hard to find All ya friends gone ain't no one to depend on All the ones you tried to impress, yea they so far gone Yea they gone but atleast you got what you wished for [Chorus] (Bridge Music) [Chorus](Flaym) Try so hard to yaself known But times so hard and the money all gone Maybe if you steal n sign that record deal You could fix another meal or even drink some more But instead ur stuck here again trying to call The one who loved u the most but she ain't here at all Maybe if you slowed down or chose another road down You wouldn't be in the mess ur in right now