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f*CK HER AND THE LOVE I HAD
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SHE CHEATED, SO I DUMPED HER AND WROTE ABOUT IT
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Peak #73
Peak in subgenre #8
Author
WISDOMPOWER
Rights
2006
Uploaded
February 15, 2008
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MP3 2.3 MB, 128 kbps, 2:31
Story behind the song
F*CK LOVE, THATS PRETTY MUCH IT!!!!!
Lyrics
fault myself for saying I had found a precious angel who desired to be loved, how foolish could I be? I thought I had found a single, unattached, non baggage having, closure professing black beautiful queen who desired to have a husband; she desired a man who would make her spirit whole and complete. But I was blinded by my profession of unconditional love, what made me feel as if I could accomplish this task? Her intentions were so pure, so I thought, we both cried out that out was not an option! After years of settling for mediocre lust spells, I decided that it was time for me to allow the lemons of the past to fortify someone else’s puckering. I decided to close the book of pain, to no longer regret my bad decisions of yesterdays short comings. All negative experiences, last years loves, windfalls of previous months; were all sealed and placed high upon the shelf of forgiveness. I had begun to ready my spirit for love once more. I had forgiven the temptress' of the past and allowed myself to heal from lust wounds that tied my soul to yesterdays misery. No longer would I use the word “try” in a sentence, I believe that trying will set one up for failure; When I try, I subconsciously deny myself the chance to put my all into it, because I fail to realize that I can either do…. or not do. so instead of focusing on my desired outcome, I focus on the in between. Once again I have "tried", I have lied to myself. I lied to myself when I said that I would make her my wife no matter what. I lied when I said that out would not be an option. I lied to myself when I said that we could get through anything. I lied to myself when I said that even if, I said even if, I said even if you were to cheat on me, I would never leave you because we have a rare love that can withstand anything cast upon our path. None of this was true, I had made a narrow attempt to be complete with someone who wasn’t ready to love me as my sicken soul sorrowed for. The sick part was that I had already knew that it could happen and I still wanted her by my side, no matter what the cost. Now I am by myself once more walking slow in the wilderness of the troubled, because the price I paid for lying to myself………was loneliness. I AM A LIAR Dedication: Unconditional love is a threshold that is built from time invested, memories, trust and the acknowledgement of our duties to one another. LOVERS, "DOES MAN EXPECT TO BE LEFT ALONE ON SAYING HE BELIEVES..... AND NOT BE TRIED???"
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