Somewhat-haunting, a melancholy song written in respect for a local tragedy.
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ruin
atephobia
atephobic
nikki zero
Story behind the song
Written after some close family friends had a house burn down, losing everyone but two family members.
Lyrics
I reasessed my breathing,
Check these vital signs
Fall slow.
Falling flaming, blind and seeing
Death comes from summer snow.
I can't see this fucking truth now,
Loss is bleeding from my eyes-
Disaster falls with Summer Snow
I'm trying to be deaf to her cries.
I stand back and try to shift the pain to any life but this,
I fail to find a fucking solution to something just like this,
It's not my tears, mymothers sorrow, I just can't take this
I've watched it fall from life to death, fuck it
What kind of fate is this?
She watched sixteen years go down in nothing,
Ashes are all she has
This valley of tears, to grey and nothing
Tears are all she has-
I try to understand this life, but I'm polar to tradgedy
Chernobyl down on Winding Way,
Oxygen Never comes for free..
Oh Coal miner's daughter, pale canary bird,
I feel your alienated tears-
Maternal death can't ever live unheard,
Stranger, you lived out all my fears
Even taught to breathe no emotion
Hometown Rathers chocked on this,
Maybe now understand newsprint emotions,
Sixteen burned into hometown obits.
So I reassured this breathing,
Cling to all that lives within me.
Flamed and fallen, all that lives now screaming-
Please stay alienated from me
And I can't help but fucking hate now
Truth is told and burn marks always show,
I can't comprehend how to cry out to you,
But death falls now like this Summer Snow