A Track Which Was Written During A Messed Up Time In My Life,Wasnt Recorded Until A Year After Being Put To Paper Though.Hoping This Phase Is At Its End.Dude Called Aj On Tha Fly Beat
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dallas
aussie
truth
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dza
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Lyrics
Intro - yeah,..so much god damn trouble on my mind....
feel like i got like a million people inside me ,..
thats why i say i got a haunted soul ya know..
its like hundreds of thousands different souls man -- all dead inside.
sh** is crazy - - sh** is crazy yo......
Verse 1 -- 0:22 - 1:07
Trouble Spreadin Rapidly Over My Mentality//
Epidemic Style Like A Life Threating Allergy//
My Own Thoughts Challenge Me//My Soul Knows No Gravity - Happily..Deemonz Always Tryna Battle Me -
So Many Little Things -- That I Took For Granted//
Thinkin Bout Tha Old Me I Still Dont Understand It//
Aint Tha Way I Planned It - Livin Like Im Lost//
Tha Kids Want Gangsta Rap - Its What Im Not//
What I Am,Is A Man-Tangled In Tha Web Of Fate//
SO I STAY anticipatin tha Day I Elevate//
And You Probly Just Think Im Feelin Sorry For Myself//
Hopin That 2moro When I Wake Im Someone Else//
Drownin Sorrow Witta Bottle -Though I Know It Never Helped//
Never The less -- I fetch Another From Tha Shelf//
In Attempt 2 Forget Ill Events I been Dealt//
And Temporarily Prevent My Depressed Mental Health//
Chorus...1:07 - 1:29
If I Could Take It All Back I Would/
if i could take it back i would
I'm Sick Of Not Bein' Understood//
i'm Sick Of Not Bein' Understood
I Hope There Isn't Much More To Go//
i hope there aint much more to go
Coz All I AM Is A Haunted Soul//
coz all i am's a haunted soul
(2nd) 1:30 - 2:15
An Nowa Days To Be Alives A Desire Im Deprived Of//
And At Time I Disguise What Lies Behind My Eyes Coz//
It Aint Easy Decidin' Who I Can Confidin'//
But I Despise Lyin' & I Dont Like Hidin'//
So Warz Wit Myself Every Day I Find Im Fightin//
Spiritual Incisionz From Decidin Not To Listen//
Ignorance Was Bliss,Yea But Now Its Unforgivin//
N' Left On Reptition//Like A Record When Its Skippin//
A Course Of Collision, Now Has Clouded What I Visioned//
As A Life For Me,Aint How I'd Like It To Be//
With A Knife By My Wrist,I Might Slice It Ya See
Echoing Is Pain Tempting Self Assault N' Damage//
Hard To Explain,And Just As Difficult To Manage//
How A Crash Landin' Vanished Every Dream N' Passion //
Lonely,& So Called Friends Are Pretend//
So Ma Soulz In A Tunnel With No Light At Either End//
Chorus...
If I Could Take It All Back I Would//
if i could take it back i would
I'm Sick Of Not Bein' Understood//
i'm Sick Of Not Bein' Understood
I Hope There Isn't Much More To Go//
i hope there aint much more to go
Coz All I AM Is A Haunted Soul//
coz all i am's a haunted soul
Verse 3-- 2:37 - 3:34
Yea. A Haunted Soul - Many Ghosts Live Inside//
I Guess Ya Oughta Know - Many Parts Of Me Have Died//
I'm Feelin' Sorta Low - Though My Heart Is Still Alive//
I've Scarred My Pride & All Enjoyment Has Retired//
I Strive To Survive Stay Wise N' See All Lies//
Questioning Tha Lord As I Look For Bluer Sky'z//
Coz I Still Cant Fight How I'm Hooked On Suicide//
I Don't Really Wanna Go - What I'm Trying To Explain'//
Is I'm Tired Of Tha Pain That Won't Expire In My Brain//
Til' I Lay - In My Grave - Or My Ashes Get Spread//
Will It Just Remain A Struggle Til' I'm At My Death Bed//
Psychologically I'm Starved For An Alcoholic Charge//
So Much Sabotage,But It's Hard Havin' Scarz//
Ran Enormous Gauntlets//Without Any Warnin//
Was Forced On A Plank & Made Sure - That I Walked It//
Im Nautious - Exhausted//Verbally Paintin Portraits//
Costraphobic n' Hopeless Outta Focus//
Life Took A Turn And Exposed Tha Never Noticed//
Closed Emotions//Now I Lost All Control//
Trapped In A Vessel I Hold A Haunted Soul //
Chorus...
If I Could Take It All Back I Would//
if i could take it back i would
I'm Sick Of Not Bein' Understood//
i'm Sick Of Not Bein' Understood
I Hope There Isn't Much More To Go//
i hope there aint much more to go
Coz All I AM Is A Haunted Soul//
coz all i am's a haunted soul
