crazy song spit ova rza's tragedy beat...
february 2003.
Lyrics
Give It Up
Verse 1:
Yo,
I haven't given up yet, everybody's upset,
Even though I'm a wreck, I'm sad but I'm the best,
Happy until 4th grade, back then gettin more A's,
Wish I had more ways, wish my hope had more rays,
Been depressed ever since, always cool never tense,
But this goes against everything I represent,
Tryna get out my shell there's no crevasses,
I was really smart but I had to trade the thrown,
Got suspened 4, times in 5th grade alone,
I got in mad fights and I always got picked on,
No matter what I, tried to keep my shit strong,
Through ignorance neglection, and disrespectin,
Makin me feel bad cause I committed mad sins,
My life's goin to end now it's time for action
Hook:
The world doesn't want me I know that for a fact,
Everywhere that I go I always get attacked,
Shit I almost die just tryin to watch my back,
Life, people always tell me to give up at that
Verse 2:
Everyday I'm a small fish in a small pond,
The reason I'm still here is cause of a tall blonde,
Just more and more stuff that I always fall on,
I'm a rap rebel that's on a different level,
Behind every innocent soul is a devil,
Cause they're hot a few girls are on a high level,
But in the long run, looks can't hide the devil,
All the evils in the world take long to settle,
Moved, now I haven't seen my sister in 3 years,
Ignorant people just go laugh when they see tears,
To my demise I just wish it would be near,
Hatred built me a glock I'll use to leave here,
ALL through 6th grade, wasn't nothin but hate,
Anything I can do to escape this pain,
I should just give it up now cause I'm a slave
Hook
Verse 3:
It always seems like everyone wants to hurt me,
Bitches won't even list my name on the birthdays,
Was hated on a lot back when I was 13,
Everyone just laughs like the shit is so funny,
Not just do they ignore me, it seems they shun me,
In a world without lights, no visibility,
Seems as if they always wanna be killin me,
Some people tend to be treated like royalty,
But the devil always conceals all loyalty,
In front of the girls' faces bein a nice cat,
But call them hoes and bitches when they turn their backs,
Just tryna be nice because they wanna hit that,
But don't really care what the girl's like inside,
It's reasons like this that I wanna suicide,
When I spit raps, I spit with mad devotion,
People take pride in fuckin with my emotions,
Ever since the day of my birth, the world had me,
The only reason kids call is they want addies,
Now I sit ponderin, should I stay or go?
The only real friend that I got is my flows,
Will I ever be accepted, I'll never know,
So I feel that I'll give up and go home
Hook (2x)
