09/18/06 Never break a girls heart... It'll haunt you forever.
The illest music you'll ever hear.
Story behind the song
I'm sorry for breaking her heart.
Lyrics
Verse I:
Let me tell you a story
You can just kick back and listen
If you plan to ignore me
You might as well leave the kitchen
It started back when I was 17,
Big dreams,
Wide screen present vision
But the future unseen
I was a good kid
And everybody knew this
I never threw fists
Even when the dude’s pissed
But that’s irrelevant
I’m not claiming I’m heaven sent
I’m just trying to explain that
That’s not the way I chose to vent
But maybe if I had
Acted differently
I wouldn’t be so sad
Or so lonely
Cause now I’m all by myself
And I just talk myself
To keep myself entertained
Just me and nobody else
Chorus:
I’m just a failure baby
I know that this might sound crazy
But I think about you daily
Even though you have erased me
(Repeat)
Verse II:
I don’t blame you for leaving
Cause I would leave
If I was you and you were me
And was treating me wrongly
But I really wasn’t trying to hide
Another girl on the side
I just couldn’t decide
If you’d be down to ride
We were the same
Cause we were so different
I don’t even think
I ever had your parent’s permission
To be chilling with you
Up in your room
But you allowed me to loom
Around you cause your face would always bloom
Up when I came near you
Even though I feared you’d
Always be too good for me
I prophesized the sheer truth
The actions that I chose
Proved that you’re the better person
I just pray that you’re ok
Cause I’ll always be hurting
Chorus
Verse III:
I loved you, I cherished you
And every moment spent
Was in bliss,
And every word I said I truly meant
Even though you won’t believe it
Because I lost your trust
Even though you’ll never need it
My love is truly just
I’ll never let myself forget
Of how I broke your heart
I’ll never let my mind permit
Thoughts of you to depart
Though I smashed your emotions
Mine are under attack
It kills me everyday
That I’ll never get you back
Now it’s very unlikely
That the lady of whom I say
Will ever hear the song
She inspired me to create
But even if she never finds out
What I’m so sorry about
She deserves a winner with trust
More then a failure without
