This was a song my old band, Malicious Intent used to do, one of our originals... this one was my favorite, and with the lessing of my fellow band mate Matt, I recorded this a few months ago, just as a what if? kind of thing... it turned out really well, I think... The song itself is about dealing with rage, and the urge to f***ing beat the crap out of anything that gets in one's way...

Insanity is taking over my body and my mind In silence hatred greets me with shivers down my spine I've been so hungered for vengence on those who did me wrong I can't hold back the fury, it's been burning far too long I never turned to violence to try and kill the pain But the aching in my conscience shows I'll never be the same With conflict deep inside to choose my words or use my knife I'm trying to resist, but death is now my way of life But will I be justified, will I understand? When I wake up tomorrow with bloodstains on my hands I've got to try and stand tall, I must not lose control But my will is burned to ashes from the fire in my soul I can't take it, I'm losing all my will My mind is peaceful, but my heart just wants to kill Desperation, my body aches for the fight Mass confussion, is life so wrong that death is right? No judgement made in heaven can do what must be done When the fury of the victim means revenge is soon to come As I shout out for answers, do the angels hear my plea? Where can I find deliverance with this rage misguiding me? I begin to fear myself more, the madness makes me blind There's no way I can fight it, it's just my state of mind The fires of hate are rising, what's gotten into me? My mind can't fight the malice, I'm a slave to what must be One step from the edge, hateful thoughts run through my head A black heart beats within me, but my blood still boils red At first I could resist, now I can't resist at all As I take my final step and into evil I will fall I can't take it, I've lost all my will My mind is peaceful, but God my heart just wants to kill Desperation, my body aches for the fight Mass confussion, is life so wrong that death is right? I'm killing the pain Again and again Amen.....