I spill my heart and soul in my music, and all of it is on my pad in blood...
michigan
hiphop and rb
battle creek
cereal citys finest
nater mc
Story behind the song
This is the darker side of what I write. Everything that I say in my tracks and write in pad is all from the heart, and I mean every word of it...
Lyrics
I've lost the years of life, from all the tears,
My wrist cried crimson, lost all of my fears,
Handled it well, I took 6 steps towards Hell,
Turned around, and was locked up in a cell,
I guess I trapped myself purposely, given braille to read,
What I see is the blood lines that killed me,
So, now that I'm in a realm of fearless,
I have a new life ahead, none-the-less,
Try to impress, the mortal souls, with scarred bullet holes,
And breathe a new mind through my nose,
I grew cold,, with all the bad s--- I was told,
Stress mounting, and I was dying ten-fold,
Hang and stay low, to a place more plentiful,
Better be bold, when my heart beats and continues to roll,
These words flow like I've infected the breeze,
With the same blood lines that killed me,
No, it's no tease, as Beatsworth plays the keys,
Lyrically, I still put your mind at ease,
I write in this notepad so I can read,
The same scriptures of my life with the blood I bleed...
(Chorus 2x)
Now, if you wanted me, you could have saved me,
Step up to the plate, the hate swallows me,
'Cause I'm reincarnated, elated you will find,
When it's all in the Blood Lines that kill me...
I write rap tracks, and have people react,
To every word I say, you wanted me to be black,
And act like I should be conservative,
But you would never understand the life that I live,
I have nothin' to give, but these lyrical sermons,
And talk trash like the best of them,
Confine them, arrest them like rap did me,
Every word I speak is every breath I breathe,
You need to relax, or life will take its ax,
And steal your soul, and get what it needs back,
Just listen to me and these lines intertwined,
In rhythmic mumblings that will save your own mind,
Never kind, 'cause it was others that hurt me,
Degradated me, I still keep on fighting,
For what's good for me, and better for you,
'Cause you don't want to see the same pain I've been through,
I've dueled, I've died, I've screamed, I've cried,
My life's worthless, no matter how I've tried,
To write positive lyrics to be king,
It's all in the blood lines that kill me...
(Chorus 2x)
I watched this world change, get rearranged,
After the Twin Towers fell down, let you out of the cage,
That made you so deceitful, so hateful,
That I'm sick and tired of all the bull,
I built my wall, you better read the writing on it,
'Cause my life to you doesn't mean s---,
So, quit actin' like you love me and respect me,
'Cause I know that you're straight playin' me,
Hatin' on me for being logical, hypothetical,
Mythotical, and I'm still the one you call,
And save you from the pain and struggle,
Why am I the one that lives beyond you all?
I'm above the realm of Hell that I've been through,
So, does my life even matter to you,
So, just screw it, I know you hate it,
This white kid's gonna be killin' himself again,
Writin' in his pad, and mentally had,
The chance of a lifetime, and then it all went bad,
So, I wash my hands clean, and let the soap suds,
Finish this verse, after I wrote it in blood...
(Chorus 4x then fade)