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Khan
March 10, 2003
MP3 3.5 MB
128 kbps bitrate
0:00 minutes
Story behind the song
My Darkest Thoughts
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Tonight I’m suicidal wish my vital signs would disappear They say that life gets brighter but the light is missin here I get drunk and seek the stars, all I find are empty skies Emptiness is everywhere but I feel emptiest inside To find my empty soul look inside my empty eyes How many years, Lord, before I’m meant to die In my darkest hour all I seek is solitude I made a plan to die now it’s time to follow through So f*** all of you, I scream in my drunkenness I’m not the real **********, I’m something less Somebody tell me, please, who am I Am I just another guy, Contemplatin Suicide Here I’ll let you know a secret, just between you and I I look at people’s lives and have a secret urge to ruin mine Somebody save me from the darkest thoughts in my mind Please come and find me when I’m lost the next time Suicide is a question of what do you fear less Do you fear your next breath less than you fear death And the shadows of my soul come and take my spirit’s light What should I do now that my worst fear is life Dear Luv, I neva confessed I was in love with you I guess I’ll add that to my list of things I’ll never do You never knew, though I wore my heart on my sleeve My heart just didn’t matter enough for you to see How I could hardly breathe When you were close to me Even tho I never let myself have hopes to be The one that means the most to you the way you mean the most to me Fallen hopes still put a weakling where a soldier is supposed to be And when I scream that I’m dyin to escape this place I really mean that I’m tryin to escape your face But everywhere I run, my eyes see only you And my heart pleads with me to do anything you want me to You know I swore loud that I would never fall again My heart must not have been, listenin, to me then So I hide behind my battle cry, “F*** the World” To cover up the fact that I’m just longin for a girl Suicide is a question of what do you fear less Do you fear your next breath less than you fear death And the shadows of my soul come and take my spirit’s light What should I do now that my worst fear is life I’m drownin in my feelings, dear Lord, I can’t handle it I fear hell, so please leave a candle lit At the church, and won’t you say a simple prayer for me Like you were in life, when I’m gone please be there for me Maybe I’ll find Forever, maybe we will meet once more Maybe then, I can explain why I left before Or maybe I’ll stay restless, never finding peace Maybe I’ll be trapped in hell and never get released Or maybe God will punish me by sendin me back here And I’ll pay for all my sins by facin my worst fears And my only comfort is that I know it won’t be long I won’t reach thirty years, so in twelve I will be gone I feel it in my soul, and in my dreams I know That it’s my fate to rest before I grow too old But what point in livin? My only dream is crushed My life must now be cursed, by my inner demon’s touch Suicide is a question of what do you fear less Do you fear your next breath less than you fear death And the shadows of my soul come and take my spirit’s light What should I do now that my worst fear is life
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