My drummer left the band, but the inspiration behind the song was very sexual and romantic in a way, but that's because I was drunk and I also mixed the "story" with the current issues of the relationship with my girlfriend.

I am finding myself I am finding myself I am hurting myself I have hurt myself I know that you left because you care for me But I think of the pain that you're causing I am seeking you out I know you won't respond You have left for good You have left I am finding myself I am finding myself I am hurting myself I am hurting myself I am killing myself I am killing myself You left because you love me I am hurting for you I know you won't come back Please prove me wrong You left because you love me I can't understand Please prove me wrong When I think you're truly gone