A slightly expanded version of the 4-track recording
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Michael Carpenter
Michael Carpenter
April 05, 2005
This is about living between the lives of two people who never meet in person. Specifically the loss of an Aunt of mine in December 2003, and the birth of my daughter in April 2005. In that 16 month period, I was the one living between the two of them.
Recorded on the 788 while also working on the PS5 version. Both share the same drum, marimba and vocal parts, but here I'm playing the piano, bass and string parts.
There you are, smiling out from photographs we took once
Long ago, when the world was so much brighter
I recall, memories frozen in my mind since
From a time, when my heart felt so much lighter
Sometimes it feels like I talk to myself
Tell me what you see
The silence deafens me
For awhile, never thought I'd let myself recover
from the pain left behind when you were taken
Even now, I can feel it in me like a splinter
Crying out, where the words lie still unspoken
I know I'm sitting all alone by myself
Everywhere I turn
The emptiness still burns
I never thought of myself in between
Holding on to one, the other still unseen
Only when losing my grip on the past
Would the future come, breaking out at last
Here I am, in a world that's moving on without you
Pulling me, pushing me into the future
With a smile, from a face in photographs so brand-new
How I wish, I could put you in the picture
When I'm still calling your name in the dark
Turning on the light
Takes you out of sight
Bridging the gap between the old and the new
They can never meet, I'm between the two
Wishing it never had to turn out this way
What I wouldn't give, if they could share a day
Little one, did you know that you would be the answer
Filling shoes that may seem too big to try on
Never mind, take your time and we'll go there together
Memories, you’ll recall when all else is gone
One day you're sitting all alone in the dark
If you shed a tear
Will I be there to hear?