A ROUGH VERSION, BUT YOU CAN SEE WHAT WHERE THROWING UP,. ITS HARD, HEAVY, AND CRAZY
SEEING HOW THE WORLD IS AND THE WAY PEOPLE PLACE THEMSELVES IN A SHELL AND LET THE WORLD WALK OVER THEM CAUSE THERE TO SCARED TO STAND TALL
NOT I (DEMO ROUGH VERSION)
IVE SEEN IT ONCE BEFORE, THEM RAPE YOUR PASSION, THE LOOK IN THEIR EYES, THEIR PALE COMPLECTION, THESE VIVID MEMORIES, CANNOT BE REAL, REALITIES OCEAN, WE ARE DROWING,
STIFLED BY THE WEIGHT OF PITIFUL MEMORIES, THIS BURDEN I CARRY, BREAKING ME, CONSUMING ME, YOUR LACK OF MERCY, IN THESE RELENTLESS ATTACKS.
I CAN TASTE THE RUSTED SICKLE THAT LOOMS OVER ME-
IM NOT I, WITHIN SELF, STANDING TALL, HOLDING GROUND, WITHIN SELF, IM NOT I, WE'LL PREVAIL, THEY'LL DIE.
AS WE WADE IN A POOL, OF OUR HOPES AND DREAMS, IM NOT I, WATCHING ME, WATCH IT ALL FADE AWAY,
IVE SEEN IT ONCE BEFORE, THEM RAPE YOUR PASSION, THE LOOK IN THEIR EYES, THEIR PALE COMPLECTION, THESE VIVID MEMORIES CANNOT BE REAL, REALITIES OCEAN, WE ARE DROWNING-
IM NOT I, WITHIN SELF, STANDING TALL, HOLDING GROUND, WITHIN SELF, IM NOT I, WE'LL PREVAIL, THEY'LL DIE-
I AM HERE WADING IN AN EMPTY POOL,
PRAYING SOMEDAY THAT I'LL RETURN,
DREAMING THAT I CAN REGAIN MY HOPE,
BECAUSE IM NOT I WITHIN MY SELF.