Addiction is deadly....
as i look behind me
its dark and haunting
i see the tracks of you in my life
as I try to shake the memories, of the hell uve put me thru
everyday i still wake up next to you
deep in my heart i always cry
but damned if ill shed a tear
trying take you out of my life
the choice is not mine
chorus:
searching for the strength to let you go
its such a wasted thought tryin
to make anything right
stepping forward to fall down
your addiction will be the death of me
shattered, torn and stomped into the ground
I cant see you clearly
Your blurry in my mind
its only when u take me to
that place u seem to want to live
that my life starts to rain (the tears i cry)
all these years darkness and fear
of what tomorrow will bring
even when im full of joy
you drag me down again
I dont share the choices you make
sitting and watching is just as insane
the pain lies and pointless excuses
hiding the truth of this life