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Lyrics
So Ive locked in my profits
Sold you on a that lost bet
Ive bet against the offsets,
And won - but it wasnt the rush I wanted
So Ive gambled against the sun
That it wouldnt burn everything it touches
So retell me all the right words -
That the flames are worth combustion
That it would consume everything it loved
That these stars will self destruct
Retaliates to reconsume
That aligns with me all too well
Retrogrades and rising moons
With my failed attempts to read the stars
My arrows aimed into constellations
Hoping anything will leave its mark
So Ill gamble against these collisions, shuffling photons, dreams and dust
Just to see what beauty bleeds in them, and whether chaos answers trust
To see if time will break its commitment
Or if the void will call my bluff
To test if light will hold its shape
Or if I can bend it into what I want
So ive divided energy against itself -
Im curious of its consequences or countermeasures against some one willing to risk it all just to catch a glimpse of heaven - if only for a moment -
A little clearer, a little brighter
A little closer and I will be
Reaching for its shadows
So Ill gamble against the cosmos
Im all in with borrowed starlight
Ill ante time and double down on entropy and uncertain fault lines
Stacking odds on made-up star signs
Offers a bit of solace on my down time
The what ifs that we discuss why
There was water in the bloodline
With toxins and corrupted enzymes
Ive twisted and burned thru timelines
Alas, to attain Heaven,
That ive been constantly comparing to where Ive been
Ive excelled within these divisions
Think it contrasts nice with the hell Ive seen
Ive played my hands with borrowed sins
Rolled chaos like it was loaded gun
So Ive wagered against the sun
That it would only burn everything it loves
I'd bet it all to lose it all