collab
buckroll
lester wayne dobos
Lyrics
Its not like Im blind to the stars that be high above
But I admit sometimes Im blind to the love
So much pain I dont feel like moving forward
But its the grind on my mind that Im heading towards
Feeling empty inside like a cold reaction
But its these tears that fall that I gain traction
Sometimes I feel like the universe dont mean nothing
Then I think about mom how she means something
Even though its crazy aint even close to fair
Heres thirty for the beat let you know I care
The music game on its own feeling like a war
Giving back to the game I know its hard
But everybody in the game plays their part
Why am I the only rapper buying beats
Promoting on soundclick is what it seems
I only want all of yall to reach your dreams
I only want everyone to make their cream
I only want everyone living large
But I got to clock in on the job
Even when its the type of work I dont want
Spent a decade just hating life
Coz nothing in my life was working right
But in the darkest pain I felt the light
Washed away fear and dispelled the fright
Coz everything in life got to keep it moving
Im always helping yo Im never snoozing
Even when the time dont want to stop
Even when the body dont want to drop
Scraping from the bottom I dont want the top
Everyones a working in the same class
Im in Dairy Queen just writing raps
Never gon quit ima make it last
Living in a life thats hard to understand
Music is a dream I aint never gave up on it
How you gonna get it when you give nothing to it
It takes all my cash but I still aint losing
These bars are my life thats what Im choosing
Somehow fam we got to make it work
Put the lyrics to the beat man I know hurts
Working on my shift I dont earn a lot
But my soul inside yeah it burns a lot