Here in my state of mind Thinking it through. Fixated on you Wondering what will I do Will I come through? I haven't a clue Tied up in emotional knots How can I hang on and be what I'm not? Just whispering the same words I've been Pushing you away once again Caught up in my state of mind It never ends but still I pretend that someday I'll hold you again I know it's a lie but I can't reason why You just can't be wrong so I must try to be strong Hoping so patiently that you will befriend me You must believe me Is it too much to ask you to think it over? Am I not worth anything? Here in my state of mind I can't believe you'll never love me If it doesn't come naturally it never will. My dreams can't fulfill Up in your high tree you must resent me But please let me down gently You know I bruise much too easy Living always the way that you do Do you ever wonder if anyone relates to you? It must be lonely so far above normal life Here in my state of mind I'll never be what you want me to be A hopeless romantic who can't see My world's come undone cos you'll not be the one. c 2024 John Bowen Music