fear
anxiety
happier
resentment
big mess
Lyrics
Are you happier now? Happier now that I lashed back? Happier now that I gave you a good reason to hate me? Are you happier now that it’s easier for you to stay away? If I’m the mouse, and you are the lion. Why are you still running? Hiding your head in the sand. As any illusions of us melt away leaving us naked and vulnerable. Hostile and relentless. Wishing we kept our distance just to open our eyes and realize that we never really got close to begin with. Dreaming it and living a totally different reality. Feeling it and living in two separate worlds. This is why I love. Letting down my defenses. Medicating my fears away with happy thoughts. Until my fears seep your voice into my mind and I can no longer stay placated in a trance that felt like heaven as much as it felt like hell. As my fears break the spell and mirror back at you what I feel. Missing what we never had. As the cycle rears its ugly head. Disconnecting from what never was and feeling pain? Is this what it truly means to be insane?
