Oh this shaking Trying to keep this hand steady Oh the difficulty you are making Building up the nerve and I think I’m ready Oh then there I am So scared I don’t even know me How can this so much control me? It’s this weight on me like water pushing behind a dam I’ve got it all You caught me so off guard I’ve only myself to blame For the days you make so hard I saw your smoke but I didn’t see the flame I’m in this for the long haul because you set this deadfall Oh so now I’m done Can’t believe I’ve given up from this I’m so tired and yet I continue to run From this endless chase that I won’t soon miss Oh I’ve given so much I’m pot committed from this I wanted to be I’m waiting for someone to come and dismiss me This the story of my life, which I have just displayed as such I’ve got it all You caught me so off guard I’ve only myself to blame For the days you make so hard I saw your smoke but I didn’t see the flame I’m in this for the long haul because you set this deadfall Copyright 2022 Sean Ferree