When deep love turns to a deep loss.
destroyed
its over
deep wound
accepting loss
deconstructed
Story behind the song
When you lose someone who meant the world to you...then recovering from it.
Lyrics
20. Diseased & Deconstructed
All I need now is you back but I know that I cannot have
what's in your brain, & your veins, I can't say but me you must hate
so much change, it brought me so much pain
I hate to face a day that won't be the same
So much change it brought me so pain
why did ya turn all my love to hate?
it's the worst I ever been hurt, beat in the dirt
I had to get up & walk away accepting this pain
you made me fight this alone, when I had no control
I struggled so hard to breathe, I wish you could truly know
I did all I could to repair the deconstruction
but I lost the fight that I gave with all my might
ALL MY MIGHT!
so much change, it brought me so much pain
I hate to face a day that won't be the same
I never thought my mind would change
from all the weight of this pain, pouring on me like rain
but now my distaste has gotten so nasty for you
I can't stand who you became, I had to get away
I been suffering too long with these useless feelings
now I just wanna transform them to healing
nothing worked whether I helped or asked you
you were stolen away, change kidnapped you
KIDNAPPED YOU!
No more now will I fight
No more will I be blind
All I need now is you back but I know that I cannot have
what's in your brain, & your veins, I can't say but me you must hate
so much change, it brought me so much pain
I hate to face a day that won't be the same
