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The saddest you could possibly get. And then some. Wrote this when my grandma started to pass.
Single - $0.75
Electronic - Big Beat
Charts #15 in subgenre today (peak #2)
Previous peak charts position #33
Austin Drake
2017 PhaPro
December 10, 2017
MP3 3.0 MB
160 kbps bitrate
2:38 minutes
Story behind the song
So my grandma just started dying. She was in the hospital in the CCU again. And I had just tried Xanax for the first time. I was getting pretty suicidal, so I made this. It's basically about wanting to take so many drugs that I die.
Lyrics
I can only get so high, so high. If only you were here...if only you were here... I can only get so high, if only you were real. I can only get so high, to make the pain disappear. I can only get so high, to hide all of my lies. I can only get so high, before I die. Before I die. Do you think I give a fuck? I can only get so high, if only you were real. I can only get so high, to make the pain disappear. I can only get so high, to hide all of my lies. I can only get so high, before I die. Before I'll die. Take me away. Please. (sound of a hammer coming down on a gun)
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