I originally wrote this as part of a 24 hour album. It was never recorded (except in extremely rough draft form). Today I decided to give it a production. My voice is just shot from allergies that I have never had before, but here it is anyway.
Originally written for a 24 hour album. Not previously recorded.
Thoughts in my mind, Desires in my heart
Questioning all the things I’ve been taught
Why am I here, And why do I care
Shaking them off all I can do is stare
Somewhere in time something crept in
Something I knew would do me in
What made me shrink well all I can think
Is something came in now how I can end it all
On the table
A gun is waiting for me
On the chance I
Decide to leave
Should I stay
Something is new and something is near
Something I now begin to fear
I want to live, but how can I live
When I was willing of myself to give
On the table
A gun was waiting for me
On the chance I
Decided to leave to leave
But I am here still
I decided to stay
But on the chance I
Decide to leave
Could I leave
