i feel the shiver
every night, like swimming in cold cold river
i just stare her ghost
sunsets, no light my host
for the mistake i made
i can't rest without my maid
for the soul i lost
she tore my guts, old missed ghost
It's pain
It's sorrow
black reign
In the dark, (i see her) terrifying eyes
didnt follow the rules
she warned me but I acted a fool
If i caused her pain
now she whips me nighttime while I am in chains
I do not want to be free
dejected, broken, shot, amputee
for the love i lost
I pay my sentence when she appears as a ghost
I would like to remind you otherwise
in a way which could dream
hug and sleep peacefully together
where I could feel you near
I wish there was another way
that every night you came to my bed
and you had the will to merge
to never wake up again
