Story behind the song
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this is actually another track with different lyrics... wit shout outs to e'body in my life... but this one i just freestyled on the same track...
hope you like it...
Lyrics
Now when i die, i don't want u to cry,
wudn't wanna see tears comin' from those eyes X2
im wichyu all the time, look up to the sky
i'd love to see you smile if i was alive
now when i thought of this, i was totally bumped dude,
when i put it down wit pen n paper, we got somethin to bump to,
see we all think about this every now n then,
n it just wraps it all away like we in heaven,
i feel so much peace in between so much grief,
n i've been a thief of my own dreams,
coz i've been takin em away from me,
i know that they dont feel real or safer than any,
regular job with so much security,
but that's why they called dreams daw,
put this sh** on everday, know what i mean daw ?
see so much, see so far like the horizon,
where the happiness n sadness meets n one,
can't really tell the difference n oh shucks !!
i'm standing right there,
dear god, hope u can hear my prayer,
hope u can see me, u already know how i am,
like ma mom does, but u don't do nothin,
like ma mom doesn't n all this time ma cousin,
sister told me nothin, on whome i counted on to be my cushion,
but i guess i gotta be a man now, be on my own,
n when i say that, i mean that, i'ma be goin solo,
so low, all of my life alone, forever,
n i want this sh** forever, but that's,
the whole point that i can't be alone coz she be facts,
i cant deny her presence, n now i be like a stone n i cant feel anybody,
but her, i got her engraved on me,
f*** that man, i got her name paved on me,
i be a corrupt memory with random access n i got her permanently saved on me,
n the fact is, look where i've come, i got u amazed on me,
just write a phrase on me, for all i know, she's gone homie,
but in the end when i look back, it just feels like a joke that god played on me....