Industrial, evil, growls, the machines tortureing a soul!
gothic
darkwave
ethereal
industrial
vampire
sad
medieval
monster
requiem
Story behind the song
Damn, for all of my life tried to loook acceptable, and did all kind of wild excercise to keep fit, until my body, could no more resist. One night I had a gym accident, and kept unconscious for some minutes, I ran out of blood sugar and my heart was shaking.
As soon as I could grab a pencil, I wrote this song about how I felt.
I felt rather angry. cause any effort seem fultile to achieve the "standards" And I felt jealous on how others can just do normal excersies, keep fit, and they make almost no super efforts.
Well, I was diagnosed with hypogluxcemia, this is that my blood sugar goes too low when working out, or driving or doing so.
But nowdays, I just take care of that issue, and learnt to stop over-worrying about my fitness sh** .
And decided to send to heck all efforts.
Sounds mediocre I know. But, After being closer to death.
"I realized what was worth and what is not.
Is something one cannot explain... You just learn it when you face your death and for some unknown reason you cant't just die, but instead you are given something to learn from..."
Lyrics
Lyrics:
I gave up my quest for beauty
In this world of plastic Eyes
For a soul that feels no longer
Fashion, guilt hunger and pain
Beauty is as contradiction
As it as well addiction
For the eyes that see no longer
Preffer to be a monster?
Grrr
In the world of plastic smiles
For to be a beauty queen
You might have to look like b***
For the eyes that see no longer
Preffer to be a monster?
All that beauty is not for real
in a world of plastic skin