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So much of this is garbage, even I can't listen to it anymore.
Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #650
Peak in subgenre #63
Author
EnRaged
Rights
2010
Uploaded
May 11, 2010
Track Files
MP3
MP3 2.9 MB • 128 kbps • 3:11
Lyrics
Let me know when its appropriate for the joy to reduce to pain//
Cuz now my blood is just rushin from the concussion that I retain//
Somethin up in the air is tainted wit traces of misplaced anger//
N I don't want to accept I failed cuz the ship was never anchored//
Put my body on display encourage the children to point n glare//
Teach 'em love themselves by simply forcin 'em to compare//
But where do I go to achieve an ounce of self assurance?//
I felt the currents, helped assurance, but slowly I only delt wit turrets//
Per its only request I'm fallin on down in the depths frantically scroungin through their mess//
Tryin ta find the recipe to set me free but is that somethin less than dreams?//
I guess I'll see when I raise this blade, n fade away ta a space where I truly fall in place//
I've had a reservation for years, so far beyond your comprehension//
So just let me mention, that I'm constantly unable to feel no other emotion aside from your tension//
*Hook x2*
I wish that you could feel me, the way that I feel us//
The way that I f*** up, the way that I feel stuck//
The way that I can't take the person I am//
The way that I feel so beautifully distant from your hands//
*End Hook*
Only reason I'm holdin us back, I wouldn't be able ta keep us intact//
N even wit that straight over my back, n I'm plenty wishin I'd maybe attract//
A f*** in piece, the greif, to keep, between my cheeks//
But peace would never remain sustained until I changed the game//
Along with my name, and all the dysfunction that's keepin me sane//
Its almost inane, n so backwards that what holds me down, keeps me goin//
See me growin, about once a year when my random revelation rebirths my resistance to death//
Revisit the stress, is this sh** indifference or is it my pet?//
I'm livin ta guess, cuz right now the confusion is overwhelming//
No don't tell me, I'm ready to go on record, steady I blow this second//
Let me just go I'm stressin, Its to heavy ta hold that pettiest soul you're reppin//
Trust I'm ending this whole connection while your pretending ta know destin-ation//
Creation of the basic lies, that intertwine between now n dinner time//
Read my f*** in fine print//
*Hook x2*
*End Hook*
Their faces paintin my anguish, its complexity of existence//
Voices constantly screamin, they're even deafening from a distance//
Separated, detached... no longer do I serve a purpose//
But ta murder words with spurts of hurt, n then invert my surface//
But what do they want from me, whens my numbness becomin significant?//
I've already done this, f*** it, I'm gonna be runnin until I'm givin in//
Normalcy would be great, but f*** me I can't even see the light//
Let alone walkin towards it wit out trippin right over your plight//
The fight is over, no more, no less, no mess for you to clean up//
Just be f*** ed the way that I am, the way that you are//
The way that I've always been, just f*** it, never again remotely close ta goin this far//
