Story behind the song
This was either the first song or second song I wrote for the cd... At the time I was so in love with this girl but at the same time I knew inside it was deffintly wasn't the time for us to have something real... It was really eating me up to cause she's probably the only girl I can really honestly say I love but where very different in a lot of ways especially when it comes to our lifestyles and so when I wrote this song you can really hear the pain in my voice cause it's like I don't want to admit it... very deep song for me..