12 o clock December
I just figured out how my days won't be remembered
What if I said I cared, about u and me and this situation
I think I've realized that I hate your guts
There's nothing more for me to see in you right now
And if I look into your eyes again, let there be nothing that'll hold me
Just think to yourself, think it through, wonder who, wonder who hates you
I'll never think the same again
I'll never trust my heart again
I'm not myself, I'm leaving this horizon
I wonder if you know that you are despised
By all that know you and have seen the light
A hurtful journey, all must take
Disgusted and annoying when you're awake
Woke up this morning, ready for the day
Oblivious to sadness sitting not too far away
Holding onto nothing, boredom hasn't ceased
Strung out on a tangent cuz no ones ever pleased
I'm stuck in this ditch
dug all alone by no one who concerns us much
scared and confused not ready for what's coming our way
lost another friend
she's all over every guy I know
they follow her til she bites their heads off
Just think to yourself, think it through, wonder who, wonder who hates you
I'll never think the same again
I'll never trust my heart again
I'm not myself, I'm leaving this horizon