GETTING WEAK
Let me tell you what Im feeling
Its like Im dreaming
But Im not because Im wide awake
This wasnt the first time
And Im sure its not the last time
I just dont know how much I can take
When I think about all the cries
All the wasted lives
I just grit my teeth and swallow my pride
Cause I dont know
Why were so cold
When we feel the heat
I dont know
I guess I feel so old
Maybe its just me
Or am I getting weak
There was a time I once was young
Now just lonesome
Left to walk and roam this earth on my own
I lived a life of nine to five
I can do it but Id rather die
Because to me its all just wasted times
Will I lose my mind
Or get way out of line
I just grit my teeth and swallow my pride
When I think about the times we had
How I never even had a dad
I never even wanted him
I never even needed him
Im reminded of the times Ive failed
When my life has been derailed
But theres no escaping this
And theres no way that I can
Cause I dont know
Why were so cold
When we feel the heat
I dont know
I guess I feel so old
Maybe its just me
Or am I getting weak