Story behind the song
A song about parts of my past...
Lyrics
time goes so fast when we're together
i swear it flys right through my eyes
here they come again
anxiety's dreaded waves
another mental trip i fight but can't be saved
thinking the worst of thoughts
i lose all hope for gain
there is nothing that can stop this self inflicted pain
you glance at the table
ask if i want more
i know i really shouldn't be upping my score
my mind and heart race
i pray this won't last
drown in the present
again drag through the past
something's telling me
that something's just not right
i think it's time to run
run from this place in my life
it's been so long that we've been trapped in this high
my god it used to feel so good
why am i numb inside?
question existence
uncertain of this life
on the edge of what is real
no comfort that is right
don't be mad because i stirred things up
i just loved you all too much
i had to leave
i'd lost what i believed
stuck in this pattern like a rerun on t.v.
we really need to quit this sh**
i wish we would've come clean
but i had to leave
i'd lost what i believed
and it followed me
it still followed me
Okay simpleton me found it. Im going to tell you this, a little work on that guitar a little tweak here and there and this goes to the next level . You have that certain type of voice and delivery combined with true inspiration. So Continue to work on your stuff!