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Lyrics
Verse 1:
I was gonna go to the United States
when I was about 18 but then the plans did change
I needed more money than I first thought but I said wait
a f*** ing minute motherf*** er im not gonna give up
im gonna get a job and get that dough cuz im a winner
cuz quitters never win and winners never quit huh
it's time work it and no more sh** tin on a brick but
working f*** ing sucks so i got all depressed and down
trying think of other ways to get that cash but how
thought of robbing banks, tried growing weed but success wasn't around
thought I'll never get that flowing green I want happiness now
but kept thinking what the future holds for me but was getting some doubts
Chorus:
I'm so sick of insecurities and doubts my way
so listen my mind burdens me with showers of haze
and if that sh** weren't e-nough thousands name
all their doubts and say they're worried see and pout away
all this b*** ing is just hurting me to empower me
show some f*** ing courtesy and be proud of me
Verse 2:
every day I go to work and think I hate my life
I hate myself I hate it all wish it was tonight
only believe in god when I need someone to blame
I dont believe but I pretend so I dont think about the pain
the pain of regret of slacking around
why didn't I start to rap when I was barely 8 pounds
but I was a lazy baby so instead I babbled lame sounds
if I could do my life over I would but that aint allowed
by that stupid motherf*** er who lives up in the clouds
If I believed he could hear me I would shout so loud
and kick his ass off his cloud down to the ground
I apologize abusing these skills I was endowed
Chorus:
I'm so sick of insecurities and doubts my way
so listen my mind burdens me with showers of haze
and if that sh** weren't e-nough thousands name
all their doubts and say they're worried see and pout away
all this b*** ing is just hurting me to empower me
show some f*** ing courtesy and be proud of me X2
Outro:
now I'm already 21 sh** goes so fast
if time could smoke a blunt I'd say smoke on dont pass
still at home, still saving dough, still working my ass
off but not much longer cuz tomorrow I will quit at last